third post ::

titles? pshhh. i like to keep things organized....sometimes.

so, next wednesday will be my one month with the boyfriend, and i know i talked about marriage last post but we've just...clicked. and known each other for a while before then...it's hard to explain really.

and next thursday will be my last day of school, thank heavens. i'm so sick of it.

okay so yeah, i know the music on my page is kinda...depressing for the most part, but i love it.
if you'd like to recommend me some music, please do! i'm always interested.

ahahaha my ex gf, god i missed this little jersey butchy. insta-smiles no matter what. yeah, gf. i know i said bf earlier. mindfuck right? guesss the gender is SUCH a fun game!

soo uhh, yeah, i'm wanting to go to jersey now. every single time i talk to this girl i want to just crash on her couch for the rest of my life and party hard.
she's that best friend i've had since i was like, 14? ssoooo. even if she's an ex, she's still a BESTIE and i miss her funny ass. she's known me for too long and knows too much about me for us to not talk. ahaha.

okay so...i have a paper to finish but it's not going to happen tonight.

and another ex who's making me laugh my fucking ass off, trying to get back with another ex of his that absolutely hates his guts.
even after everything, i don't think i could honestly hate him. i mean, he did post this nasty ass rant about me, but really, three years of friendship make me a forgiving person.

ahhhhh okay, i also have an experience graph to make. guess i'll just make one of my weekend...VIDEO GAMES AND MOVIES AND PRIDE AND PREJUDICE AND ZOMBIES AND PIEEEE. mm, pie. hopefully it's a good one.

okay later blog. time to finish this damn assignment, pee, then go play sims 3 for a little bit...

second post ::

well...i'm bored.
and WIDE awake.
even though it's like crazy late for me.

my boyfriend (OH NOES, GENDERS??!! ahahaha) is pretty much sweet as pie. we've decided on a zombie-themed wedding.
we're also terribly excited to actually meet each other in a couple weeks.
yes, online long-distance relationship. i have one. HUSH.
but yes, i'm going to try to get him to come with for thanksgiving too. which is going to be interesting this year, with all the siblings together and my cousin 7-8 months pregnant (she's younger than me too!). i'm excited either way. i love my family, we're a strange bunch....one uncle's an ex-skinhead punk, the other's a super geek lawyer. my grandpa, who's not married to my grandma anymore (hasn't since my mom was like, 14), is going to be there as well, so you can just IMAGINE how crazy this is going to be.
but i'll have my other half there, so i'll be okay.
i-i almost put fiance` there...since we're planning on being married in the next couple years...once he's legal, for one. lol, ohnoes, cradle robber.
ppppffht. there are kids older than me still in high school and surrounded by 14-15 year olds, i don't think barely 2 years will be a big deal, esp. once he's graduated.
OKAY enough about him.

uhhh....played like, 20 minutes of Enslaved today. it's pretty boss. i'm still on my fable 3 high so everything's pretty much boring, but this was decent. i also played the demo for majin and the forsaken kingdom, and it was fun, a little glitchy but that's a demo for you.

still need to dye my hair. probably going to do that later today (since it is like...5 am).

well, back to video games. later blog.

first post ::

this is a personal blog, an account on life.
no names, just dates and events.
it's one of those things i needed to do for myself.
i don't capitalize unless it's needed (pronouns!!)
i like list-style posts.
i use ellipsis a lot (...)

about me though!
i'm 18, taken, living with my mom and younger brother.
i'm currently 4 days left away from my first (and last) term of college.
gender doesn't matter, you'll probably figure it out on your own.
if you look to your right, there's more about me! oho! enjoy.

smiley faces...i'm not sure if they're going to be used for this.
we'll see.

if you'd like to know more, please ask a question in a comment!